“I can’t do this silent shit anymore!”

“Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whole lot. Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it.” 
The mother of two said she knew she would sound “whiny” talking about the subject when she had “clearly done something wrong”.  
“It just sucks. There is no winning. But there never is here anyhow. All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just… tired of being sick with myself all day,” she continued.
“I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent shit anymore!” 
Teigen concluded by telling her fans and followers: “If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch!” 
“Thank you and goodbye I love you,” she signed off. 
A few weeks after her historical tweets began circulating online, Teigen penned a blog post reiterating she was “truly ashamed” of them, and had been feeling the “crushing weight of regret” for the things she said. 
Alongside her bullying of Stodden, other past tweets from Teigen showed her targeting other young stars, including Lindsay Lohan and MTV Teen Mom star Farrah Abraham.